So angy..!!!

Anger is a word and a feeling that it cannot be described...It's an emotion that all people have in there daily life,,,
That emotion I've been having it since the age of 12 but as the years passing by this anger is getting bigger and bigger..
I'm very happy when I'm at school with ma friends, i feel good and i have fun...
When i come home and I'm alone I'm so calm...But when my mother comes at home from work then my anger starts...I can't explane why... Coss I'm not sure....
I need help that's for sure...

i want that thought out.....

That thought, that mean thought is still in my mind...the thought that tells me all the time you are FAT..DON'T EAT...But What i do when the lunch comes? the dinner?? what I'm i suppose to do? I don't know... I'm lost, lost in me...my self, my personality...I don't show that in front of other people, but when I'm alone i feel sad, loneliness, scared but also angry with me, with my thoughts, my acting towards my parents...I need you to speak to me...Help me...What do you think?

Simple AnD CleAN

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,

Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before