Monday, September 17, 2007

I still don't feel happy



I changed school i made new friends, everyday i try to change... But i can't. I always stay in the same, in the same place, the same dark place from which i can't find the exit.
I feel sad alone...i can't find hope.I don't know what i want anymore. I'm loosing my family I'm loosing my self..i hate me. i wish i was dead... I know what I'm saying you may find it stupid... But i believe in every single word i say..