Friday, October 26, 2007

i want that thought out.....


That thought, that mean thought is still in my mind...the thought that tells me all the time you are FAT..DON'T EAT...But What i do when the lunch comes? the dinner?? what I'm i suppose to do? I don't know... I'm lost, lost in me...my self, my personality...I don't show that in front of other people, but when I'm alone i feel sad, loneliness, scared but also angry with me, with my thoughts, my acting towards my parents...I need you to speak to me...Help me...What do you think?