Anger is a word and a feeling that it cannot be described...It's an emotion that all people have in there daily life,,,
That emotion I've been having it since the age of 12 but as the years passing by this anger is getting bigger and bigger..
I'm very happy when I'm at school with ma friends, i feel good and i have fun...
When i come home and I'm alone I'm so calm...But when my mother comes at home from work then my anger starts...I can't explane why... Coss I'm not sure....
I need help that's for sure...
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It is no longer enough for girls to be good. Girls must now be perfect, and that need for perfection is played out in women's bodies. But beneath the high-achieving "perfect girl" surface, several million girls and women worldwide suffer from an eating disorder; 90% of high school–aged girls think they are overweight. Let's construct a cultural critique of a generation of girls steeped in the language of self-control.
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Being anorexic is not something easy.
I know that from a personal experience. I'v beensuffering from anorexia for 4 years.
Anorexia is not an influenz. It's a sickness, a thought that encircles the mind.
Anorexic act defferend from the normal people. They feel scared all the time. Alone even when there not. FAT even if they can see that they collaps day by day.
Being scared of the food is worst felling. Wake upevery day thinking why you are not dead is sodramatic.
So many lies so many things i wish you haden't told. Being angry is what makes YOU happy. Because is an excuse for not eatting.
I wish i could change my life. i know, it's stubid in a kind of way, because everyone can change at list a part of there life, they don't like, but for me all my life it's a dissaster.
Every day i pray for all the people who have or had this kind of sickness to be ok. Because every year more and more people are dieing from that.
I don't believe in my selF right now but, you can. SO FIGHT FOR THAT........Be StRoNg..
I know that from a personal experience. I'v beensuffering from anorexia for 4 years.
Anorexia is not an influenz. It's a sickness, a thought that encircles the mind.
Anorexic act defferend from the normal people. They feel scared all the time. Alone even when there not. FAT even if they can see that they collaps day by day.
Being scared of the food is worst felling. Wake upevery day thinking why you are not dead is sodramatic.
So many lies so many things i wish you haden't told. Being angry is what makes YOU happy. Because is an excuse for not eatting.
I wish i could change my life. i know, it's stubid in a kind of way, because everyone can change at list a part of there life, they don't like, but for me all my life it's a dissaster.
Every day i pray for all the people who have or had this kind of sickness to be ok. Because every year more and more people are dieing from that.
I don't believe in my selF right now but, you can. SO FIGHT FOR THAT........Be StRoNg..
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Perfect Girls, Starving Daughters
About the Book: These beautifully written, sensitive, and empathetic stories tell the heart-wrenching truth about the critical, harmful way women and girls regard themselves -- with normalized self-hate. Martin gives voice to so many who are suffering, many whose self-hatred has insidiously become part of everyday conversation. She offers the reader deep insight based on extensive research and authentic interviews, and demands that we stop settling for self-hate. Perfect Girls, Starving Daughters will undoubtedly change lives
a mirror show us the person we hide inside... the person who wants to express it's self..
2 comments:
Anger is just another reaction. Look inside of you and see the beautiful hard working mother that raised you through all these years.
Mothers are the ones that are always there when we need them. They brought us to this world and they will prefer to die than see the child they brought to this world ruining it's life.
Help will be soon available. People you can speak to and discuss your issues.
Don't let anger overtake you, because now could be your mother and in the future it can be your friends, your husband, your kids, your everything.
What goes around comes around and we are they only ones that can change that.
Speak with her, speak your thoughts, speak like a friend. Speak like you are speaking to her for the first time. Speak to her without thinking the past. Find the unforgiving anger you hold for her and release it. Part of growing up is learning how to forgive, how to let go.
Let go...
You are the best thing that happened to me and you are my sister. You are the last person I want to see destroying it's life. Please agapi mou, show some compassion to your father and mother. Try to speak with them. Don't use them only to rely your anger upon. You can scream to them but you can also talk and love them. Your mother is very ill psychologically. We are in the bottom know and we know how hell feels. Depression has reached it's limits and we need to keep this family together. We need to speak about our problems. Speak about the way you see your world. The way you see you self the way you would like to love your self your father and your mother. If the only thing that is bothering you and is in your head all the time is food, weight and depressed thoughts, then talk about this with your father. Don't just ask them to criticize you. Don't just ask them to be mean with you. talk talk talk with somebody. Talk with people. talk for the good of god. talk please like you never did before. You have to do it Viki mou. You have to..
You know how much I love you. And you know how much I value your problem and thoughts, but there is one thing that I would never allow. And that is for you to destroy your self or your parents.
I love you.
xxxx
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